To the Muse
The Muse my sister looked in my face,
her gaze was bright and clear,
and she took away my golden ring,
the gift of the virginal year.
Muse! everyone else is happy --
girls, wives, widows -- all round!
I swear I'd rather die on the rack
than live fettered and bound.
In time I'll join the guessing game,
pluck petals from the daisy's wheel.
Each creature on this earth I know,
must suffer love's ordeal.
Tonight I pine for no one,
alone in my candlelit room;
But I don't-don't-don't want to know
who's kissing whom.
At dawn, the mirrors, mocking, will say:
"Your gaze is not bright or clear."
I'll sigh: "The Muse my sister came
and took the gift of gifts away."
~Tsarskoye Selo 1911